and I still cnt believe I really tied my hair to sch td=.=
reasons I did:
-I told yj if she tied her hair thn I'll tie
(how I noe her shorttttt hair grow until so fast=.=)
-it's very hot.____.
-eliss, hongy, karmy and michelle ask me to tie
wdv larh
anw the bballers and co ppl all see me tie b4 liao
cos I tied during hols:D

O.O I still cnt forget church last sun
and shit
I wanted to post a song
but I forgot the title.________.
wdv
sermon was damn good larh
it was about looking forward to eternity instead of just this life we're living
really meaningful

Cos a lot of us onl plan what we will do like in this life
PhD larh blah blah blah
but thn how about after we die?
how will we spend eternity?
and and andddd we shld also spend our time alive wisely
cos what we do now, will be how we spend eternity
God is the king of kings yeah?
so whn we are in eternity, we'll be like the kings or queens or smth
thn what we do on earth will be reflected there
like how high the status
the place we stay and so on

something the preacher said realy freaked me out.
she said that before we go to heaven, we got to account to God
EVERY SINGLE THOUGHT OR WORD WE SAID
if you say the eff word, account for it
if u use God's name in vain, account for it
and I was like
uh-oh I srsly dnt know how many eff's I've thought of
yeahhhhh
but the main idea is to live this life well
to prepare for what is to come for ETERNITY

and I shld really start getting closer to God
I feel I'm not that close to him
quiet time quiet time
do moreeeeeeee
anw, that was sermon
srsly and very meaingful

anw, stayed back with Stella and yj td
thn went hm with Jasmine and yj
productive td I guess
at least I may FINALLY start studying
I dnt think that reward motivation works for me anymore
even if I could get my own b=mac book if I do well,
I dnt think I'll really study hard and put my effort to it
now, I'm only studying for myself
and I want my motivation for studying to come ONLY FROM MYSELF
and I think it's coming at last
tht's good:D

but thn
eoy's is in 5 weeks time.____.
I'm scared:(((((((((((((((((((
I really wnt to do welll
anw, shall go do some stuff on the net
thn slp early:D