Scoriaceous

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2011-10-03T06:00:00.001-07:00

Was stalking myself after stalking my idol ^^<3 YES IT'S NICOLE SCHERZINGER!! :D

okay whatever. I HAVE to do such time-wasting stuff during the EOY period huh-.- dumb much. So anyways, found this blog:) And the first post.... -______- Guess what? I get irritated when i read this old blog of mine. Please, my newer ones are so much more classy and eloquent and.. well. The language is much better.

I guess in a couple of years, when i read my current blog... I'll think my language is horrible and impossible and possibly, that i have such childish, immature thoughts. But oh well, I do like knowing how/what i thought at that point in my life. And... no this is not a post to revive this blog cos i have enough as it is.

I really can't stand it when i read this blog.

It goes like:

td ws soooooo excitingggg! I had chem consultation wif vivvvv!! anddddd. my specs were kindaaaa scratched soooo i din wear it the wholeeeee dayy D: I hopeeee the new lens comes soonnnnn! ltr eoy no specs hwwwww! dieeeeee!! DDDDD:

Then probably it'll continue like:

wdvvvv. dnt care lahhhh. ohhhh, btww, tis morn @ circle line, guesssss who i metttt?? YEP, yijunnn and estherrrr! long tym nvr see them liaooo :)

and whut whut whuttt -.-

So annoying okay.

1) There's so many short forms and it's totally like, omg. eye pain?? like, dnt, cn, ltr, nvr, td, hw, ws, tis. So fine, the trick to short forms is to omit the vowels but... that's extreme!

2) Every sentence goes like tissssssssss! It's so annoying. Imagine reading something that goes hiiiii everybodyyyyy. tddddd, i wentttt to macs to studyyyyy! like whut.

Okay, not saying i totally don't use short forms now, but please, it's much more proper now? And even if i do drag my syllabus, it's not in extreme! like for example, i may go "whutttt -.-". But the point is, that is how i would have said it in real life. Whereas do you actually go "todayyyyyyyyy" in real life? NO.

And fine. I still use short forms. Especially when I'm sms-ing cos (like now) it saves time. But i try not to use it when blogging and stuff. It's a good habit to cultivate!

I guess at most i use... wtv, hse, sth, td, tmr, cos, gd...? At least they're understandable. oh of course, all the lol, lmao, rofl stuff. But not like whn tis tym ws... like what...??

Fine. I am scolding my old self... I guess this shows how much I've changed in a way. Like, I guessed I changed quite a bit in a couple of aspects and this is one of them? *shruggs* Oh well. Just saying.

2010-02-23T07:02:00.000-08:00

sch was okay larh
at least lessons had one or two entertaining moments
ACC was TTLY boring.
i wasted my time drawing chi characters
for idk wat reason :O
and surprisingly
i actl understood that the tchr was talking
abt some stuff
that teo jc mention during hist b4
and i actl knew whn she was flashing ans
okay.
retarded but who cares?
at least i so called "paid attention"
-.-
considered v.gd le lorh

ANW.
recessssssssssssssssss
eating hotdog with a KNIFE and a FORK
like a CERTAIN jonathan tan
is WEIRD
i mean
ppl just eat eat hotdogs
they dnt NEED a knife + fork
o.o
and i look even more unglam with a knife n fork
and i my fork and knife were STICKY
SEE LARH LIM HUIYIIII!!!
pwlay with mwy fwood!!!
HMPH.
later i dnt fwen u already!!!
LOL.
childishness

LA was like._.
in a sense good
we dnt needa use our brains
just do the crossword
and u dnt even have to know the answer to all to know
what to write in the blanks
like how retarded can it get?
crosswords u're not SUPPOSED to have words
thr for u to pick ur ans-.-
but anw, made life easier
and this is damn noob

ms tan: class so do u understand how to do?
class: no..
ms tan: harh no? u all really dnt understand? dnt noe still must lie okay?
class: ok....
ms tan: so do u all noe how to do or not?
class: no..
ms tan: harh? really no arh?
sean lee: tchr u say we must lie one
ms tan: so u all lying to me isit? so u all really noe how to do right?
class: no..
ms tan: is the crossword helpful?
class: no..
ms tan: okay arh, so u all understand arh.

RETARDED convo with ms tan LOL
like in class
she was saying that
and by class
i think i oni mean like
sean lee, sean lew, jerrold.. tobias??
idk
some wu liao guys who keep saying no
damn -.-

HCL.
damn boring
amazing i didn't go toilet the whole lesson
considering i normally will
to get some fresh air
wash my face
ESP since i HATE chi
but wtv.
thn today tchr was talking abt some ws
going through the ans.
thn got this chi word
-i forgot wat word, u tell me-
that means pawn in english

su han: 老师, then how u say in english
tan kb: orh. 英语好像是 pawn

*but pawn whn u say out sounds like porn-.-

jerrold: 老师, thn 你看过 mah?
tan kb: harh? arh. 好像没有看过.
[he still very innocent]
jerrold: harh, thn 老师你冲凉没有看自己的身体的arh?

LOL._.
owned.

l8r math
everyone thought got indices quiz sia
thn we were all choinging revision ytd
thn td in class
mr wong come in
play the grp competition thingy with us
thn after that
he was like
'now can u all...'
thn he nvr complete his sentence like just trail off
thn everybody was like holding our breathes like
here it comes
the pop quiz
he's gna ask us to separated tables
thn in the end he was like
'open ur green book up to...'
thn somebody
'harh tchr no pop quiz arh?'

mr wong: pop quiz?
somebody: yah, i thought today got
mr wong: orh, td dnt hav

*the class stare at him like he's crazy

mr wong: really really dnt hav today. u all want arh?
class: NO.
mr wong: yah, today really dnt have. tmr thn pop u all

WLAO.. scare us sia
i thought he was jking-.-
oh thn got one part of math lesson

mr wong: wah, u'all td a bit hyper horh. ms tan said u were
*ms tan's lessons oni finish like 1 hr ago
me: wah u so fast talk to her alr arh? *hint hint*
mr wong: yah
class: OHHHHHHHHH!!!
mr wong: wat? really wat. we telepathic mah. zzz thn can talk to each other
class: OHHHHH!!!!

LOL. jiang chuo hua
hahahaha

thn after math was like RS.
went gen sci lab 1
thn got to pass up the proposal
thn ms heng take alr
thn go away
thn come back to our table

ms heng: yah. ur proposal horh, need to be clearer here and here *blah blah idk wat else she said. smth like tat. i tuned out :O*
eliss: orh. okay
ms heng: i think u all shld do up the KWL list. wat u noe, wat u dnt noe, wat u want to learn
my grp: ok.

thn she go away

eliss: i think our proposal just got rejected
stella: i think so too
me: in a nice way

do the list thing.
actl, it was all eliss do one
thn ms heng come back

ms heng: so how?
*liss show her the paper
eliss: u rejected our proposal
ms heng: harh? i whr got reject?
eliss: got wat. u say here thr not clear
ms heng: yah.. i oni say not clear, i nvr say i reject wadd.. i dnt reject ppl de
*i think eliss said smth like*
eliss: ohh.. so if (idk exactly wat she said l8r she scold me. i think wat it if someone date her? O.O)
ms heng: i mean i wnt reject acceptable things. that is unacceptable
me: later mr wong ask u to kiss him.
*and i tuned out. i noe she said smth like that kind of thing is considered unacceptable n i shldn't have asked? idk.*

cos.
eliss n i were too busy
dicussing abt mr wong n ms tan
n so ms heng cannot be
cos later ms tan jealous
LOL.
damn lame. o.o
and i think all my speech up thr
some not rlly accurate
cos i nvr rlly pay attention in class td
zone out a lot
not enough slp
so it's a think ppl say that
and roughly along those lines
dnt blame me if wrong horhhh

and thn later went to towner gardens
actl quite okay larh
but just that
i was with the pre schoolers
all on my own
they're quite nice and cute
but i dnt noe hwo to interact with themmmmm!!!
i scared i do the wrong thing sia:((((((((((((
wdv.
but generally quite fun + nice
esp the therapy part:)))))))))))

thn after tat i dnt noe how to study for history test
so go ask teo jc

me: mr teo, wat do we have to study for the hist test?
teo jc: u just need to noe how to test for reliability, inference, explain and state evidence

i was like thinking
okay....
that was
'helpful'.
=.=
went to pasir ris interchange with siyu
dnt noe whether got mep test tmr
so just went lib to study JUST IN CASE
lol.
thn home
thn I PRACTISED MY PIANO AND ERHU
so happy
and glad i decided to prac
bec why?
even though 赛马 is a nice + fun song to play
i ttly screwed it up
and it sounded damn horrible
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((
I STILL CNT HUAN BA
AND THAT'S COSTING MEEEEE
damnit:(((((((((((
make my soung sound so horrible.
nice song also OKAYYYY
and thn i played my lian ci qu
for the kaoji one
and it's sucked
cnt even play properly
that's the result of not attending
lesssons for 3 wks
so screwed.
ANW
i shall attempt to practice more
and run that ncie nice song even more:((((((((
i bet ppl who walk by my hse whn i'm playing think
my aim is to break the glass
and think i'm just making a lot of noise lorh
:(((((((((((((((((

ANW
i'm gna study liao
BYESSSSS.

2010-02-21T02:51:00.000-08:00

bleh. i hope jazlyn hasn't got here b4 me
anw, if u're reading tis,
u're proly too late:)
i editted all my posts le:)
lol.

anw. fri was... awfully boring
i culdn't wait for sch to end
and math pop quiz sucked
flunked it plus the tingxie
but i didn't rlly study for the tingxie so heck larh
n the pop quiz.. well disappointing. like rlly rlly
but it's just 1 so it's okay

trng was okay larh
just tat i got a headache after the 400X6 4 idk wat reason
it wasn't like very diff or smth
anw.
it was srsly like a real real painful one
not the i-wna-get-out-of-trng kind
yeah
and i rlly felt like vomitting:(((((((((((
stupid headache
pain until sat morn lehhh
and i even went to slp EARLY
so it'll go away
but it didn't._____________.
anw, it's gone now so i'm happier:)
actl it was gone on sat morn
but who cares
it hasn't come back

wanted to play vball on fri
but thn the vballers + bballers were using the court
thn we thought if wait
mayb they'll go
but thn the didn't
so we culdn't play:((((((((
lawl.

sat was okay larh
didn't screw my piano
neither did i screw my erhu
although i oni practiced once in 3 wks :O
but generally quite ok
learnt how to play 赛马
it's actl quite fun plus nice to play :O
but of course
i ruined it by playing it
cos my playing rlly sucks
it sounds perfectly horrible
n i cnt huan ba properly
so yeah
cnt get the notes correct

anw, thn went out blah blah
went to plaza sing
my mom wanted to go spotlight
so stood around waiting for her
thn blah blah blah
go home
i think i fell aslp
o.o
forgot larh
dementia
haha lol
young but old woman:)

anw, thn td was quite okay
just well
wasted my time
cos i TTLY forgot wat hw we got
like DAMNIT
okay wdv
i'm gna like chiong now
esp to revise for geog
so yupp. another time.

2010-02-08T06:15:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA EHHHH!!!!
NOT BADD RIGHTTTTT???
today was the day i was the least emo lehhhhh
o.o hahahah but i think tmr may emo again
i feel so tired and got a lot of hw:(((((((((
loll.
bet everybody's complaining

anwwwwwww
can u believe it?? i actl listened to hong lao shi during ACC
like :OOOOOO
HAHA
cos i have no interest in chi:)
anddd science was funnnnn
lolll
bio nearly always is
but idk since WHEN my bio became so FAIL
and since WHEN my math became so strong lorh
used to be the opp lehhhhh
i wish it will switch back lorh
cos i like and enjoy bio more:)))))))))))

assembly was okay larh
EP election
lol
thn HCL and LA
ehhhhh!!! i actl bothered to do my HCL hw before cher go through in class leh
unlike SOMEBODY
dnt noe who leh
i think her name is smth like KOO HONG MUN bahh
:)))))))))))))))))))))

LA damn screwed
i was planning to suan hongy
sorry tobias, yugin, and eric
ended up suanning ur grp like, quite badd:((((((((
rlly sorry
oni intended hongy
cos she's fun to suan:)
of course i noe she's gna start yelling on my tagboard
once she bothers to come to my blog to read this:D
but it's alright

trng was like ttly tiring pls
and after every rest my ankle felt so stiff
like cnt run
need to move abt a bit
thn can lossen it up
o.o
cos the bone there
still bruised on the inside
frm the other day i twisted it=.=
thank goodness still can train

td's prog:
warm up - 3 rounds
stretching
water break
5X30m high knee
water break
5X30m high knee
water break
5X30m butt kick
water break
5X30m butt kick
water break
mid d's main prog can DIEEEEE X.X

and my prog is looking so funny
cos i inserted all the breaks:)))))
mid d prog went like
2km in 10min
break 20min
1km in 4 min
break 15 min
500m in 2 min
finish trng

hahahaha
the prog can die lorh
so tired now
still need to do the wdv wdv
hist larh
chi larh
LA larh
math larh (thank god it's wed due the supp ws) - not rlly impt anw

tmr looks promising?
nah time table just not too bad luh

and pooorrrr hongy kena hit by a softball
wah.
tell u horh
they say SOFTball is bluff u wann.
the ball is damn HARD k
shld call it HARDball instead of SOFTball
LOL
hit hongy on the head sia
like his her hairband
then the spikes dug into her head
thn she say she sees black spots
and her head hurtsssss
awwwwwwwwwwwwww
hongyyyyyyy!!!!
dnt get concusssion okkkkk??
must get well horhhhh
and pray that u dnt lose brain cells
later oni become more noob:)))))

AND CONGRATS ELISS ON GETTING UR NEW INSTRU
but u refuseee to lettt me seeee
nvm, mayb after it becomes... old?
like after u use it thn it's considered old alr
thn maybbbb u'll let me seee HAHA
i'll just wait:DDD

anw, i btr go guai guai do my work
and feel accomplished b4 i slp

oh and i didn't tell u abt my epic run to the bus-.-
noob sia
i walk like 100 m away frm the bus stop
the bus com
i holding my 1/4 cup full of milk tea
the run like crazy
the milk tea some spill into my shoe
and wet my socks also-.---.--.-
but thnnnnn
i caught the busssss
stupid tea spill on my shoe
wanted to go home
scrub it a lil so it dnt smell
& my sis dnt complain
but thn later i smell the shoe - trust me it stinks
but it's the feet kind of stink
not the milk tea kind
so i heck
nvr wash:0
so typical of me but HAIS

buh bye
i like rlly needa do my work
-which i proly dnt do much-
BUT AT LEAST I TRYYYYY:DDDDD

2010-02-07T05:54:00.000-08:00

if this makes things better, i'm not gna have the third blog
cos i find lesser and lesser reasons not to be happy.
just stick with this and ____________
happy posts, here
angry, emo posts, there:)

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
You told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cuz I am yours.
I am yours.

i've not been enjoying church these few weeks
proly cos i'm emo and angry and wdv it is
but td rlly rlly touched me
esp this song
there was a point, somewhere these few weeks
i got rlly angry with God
somehow, cos life was just so meaningless
and i felt it was friggin unfair and all
not that i dnt feel that now
but at least i'm not blaming God for everything now, i guess
td's sermon?... not rlly
it was this song
this song was my favourite song
the one that means most to me
and it rlly rlly touched me td when we sang it in church
i rmbed why i used to love going to church
why i enjoyed it so much
and why it's not God i shld b angry with if i shld b angry with anyone at all
hope this feeling will last
mayb i'll just keep listening to this song
just to remind myself

SG td was spent giving mandarin oranges to the residence around the church
smth my church does annually
was having a bit of a headache
but sam cured that pretty fast:)
whn i started giving her an english lesson of her name:D
like ashley taught us... 1 or 2 weeks back
yupp!
and i actl started on my LA like omg
so amazing huh
i normally will like last min chiong
but oni LA.
didn't do anything else
so felt very slackish
unaccomplished
did most of the math supp ws though
oni 2 ques left
dnt noe
find math easier these days

o.o
anw, i noe this sounds rlly happy
so i wna warn u
i'm gna give my the other side on _________.
cos idk why i can make this post sound so happy
whn i feel like slapping ppl and spoiling things
anw, just dnt b surprised if u suddenly see a ttly diff post there
cos i'm not mood swinging
i'm just telling u my day,
which was gna b great
except it was ruined
stupid
i think i may b vulgar on the other blog
just dnt read the other one if u dnt feeel in the mood
anddddd
i haven't put a tagboard on the other blog yetttt
so wait for it:)
and i think i may b changing my blog outlook
for both:)

2010-02-05T19:59:00.000-08:00

hi everyone.
yeah
i'm getting 3 blogs
salutiferous.blogspot.com -this one. to post everyday stuff
_____________.blogspot.com -so i can emo
& on more
dnt noe a name
but it's for happy posts
suggestions?

i figured u all would get tired with all the emoness and all so i got three:)
fun anyway
wnt be maintain much though
i'm thinking of getting new skins for all 3
help me choose which one for which k?

here's the 5 blogspots i posted my test skins on

- intheairr.blogspot.com
- followthefalcon.blogspot.com
- onthehorizonn.blogspot.com
- salutiferous.blogspot.com

i figured some ppl may think this skin is best for this blog so i'm leaving it as an option
cos idk which skin to choose.
yupp
thx:)

shall go for my piano now:((((((((((((((9
just kena scolded by 2 ppl, joy.

2010-01-22T06:38:00.000-08:00

okayyyyyy...
tis is gna b dryyyy
anw, i've decided i wna quit co and join track
if the lights are green on all 3 sides.
ya get wat i mean
the tchr's say yes, n the parents say yes.

cos frankly, i dnt think staying in co will do me much good
particularly since i'm thinking of track whn i'm in co?
like physically in co but mentally in track?
o.o
not tat i hate co
or it's bad
or i dnt like that commitment
or anything.
it's srsly a great cca.
i mean like srsly.
if any yr 1's read my blog, srsly, go for co,
if u're choosing any PA

BUT the thing tat made me decide,
the main thing
is tat
i cnt survive in PA or UG
cos for my whole primary sch life,
i've never ever done anything like performing
ive been like doing sports for like forever
and it practically makes me ME.
just like stella cnt live w/o bball
i cnt live w/o sports
and to stop track
i'll justt be killing half of myself
cos it's not like i can get ex netball team to have a game frequently
or not like i have a lot of time to play bball or vball
esp since those days tat i have time
the trackers and bballers have trng
so nobody to play also

and if i continue staying in PA
i'll lose myself
and all the stress and frustration is just gna keep exploding
cos idk
but sports is kinda like my outlet for these stuff
and i'll keep moodswinging
which i think eliss, stella and hongy will get fed up with
of course thr's other reasons why i wna quit
or stay
but i cnt just let go of part of my life tat has made up my personality.

so yupp!
just read this somewhere tho
it just got me thinking
but i haven't changed my decision yet.

'The best thing is what u think shld be done, the right thing is what needs to be done - when u think not just of you and how u feel, but also the extra stuff - who else is involved and wat's happened before and wat the rules say.'

I noe for sure tat wat i'm choosing is the best thing
but i dnt noe if it's the right thing
and i dnt noe if it's better to do the best thing
or the right thing.

i noe tat my decision to quit co will make ppl unhappy
particularly 2 parties.
my parents
they'll b disappointed and unhappy
cos they wanted me to take co to help w my MEP
and they dnt think track will do me any good
but obviously, i think otherwise
and the other party will proly b co ppl and mrwong???
idkkkkk.
cos apparently, our batch is the first batch tat his kinda managing
or bringing up...
yea. and i'm quitting? o.o
and the co members cos idk y. they just dnt want me too
i didn't ask for thier personal opinions
not even close to thm
at least not rlly
but i think i noe them well enough to anticipate their response
and i kinda think tat they're gettting sick of me
ponning co, sometimes to go for track o.o
oh well.

parents do have a big influence tho
i just hope it doesn't make me change direction
or be caught in a crossroad again :O

so anw.
td right?
actl, i hate td's timetable
all the subs are like so sucky.
except mayb maths and bio
they're the oni 2 subs i still kinda like?

math for pop quiz
i sit down thr stare stare stare at the ques
waste my time sia
in the end actl very easy
n i think i'm like damn tyco or smth larh
last yr maths like failing
cnt possibly be like this yr suddenly shoot up like crazy.
thn after tat did standard form
and it's like the MOST BORING CHAPTER EVER-.-
i dnt even understand how it can kinda aid us in life or smth
understand the concept but dnt noe how to apply it in everyday life
o.o
and the modulus wdv thingy seems so pointless
even tho it's easy to grasp :O
and ohmigosh larh
td mr wong suddenly went like
saying some stuff abt us like

'ya, u noe u all r like my kids like tat. all so young. u noe horh, i'm old enough to be ur father.'

i was like OMG blink.
thn some ppl started calculating sia
in the end we came up w tis
mrwong is like 27 tis yr
so we're 14
if he's our 'father'
thn meaning his 'wife' gave birth too us 14 yrs ago
which is whn he was 13
and thn right
ppl get married also cannot so fast give birth
so let's say it takes 3 yrs
so he got married whn he was 10
thn before get married must also go for date
so normally the least ppl date is 2-3 yrs i think
so meaning, he started dating his 'wife' whn he was 7-8
which is so ttly -.-
yahhh
and it sounds gross.

wdv! who cares.
n thn ltr math ended
thn science
rozana came in
n went too her wdv slides abt bacteria
with all the weird weird sci names
tat's bio for u
but i think it's the weird names tat make it cool lorh!!!!!
oh n eliss refused to go and beg for her phone bk frm rozana
but srsly, i think rozana'a being unreasonable
even teo chor howe will return ur phone latest at the end of the day de lorh
i was thinkin tat it wnt do to be like pissed
with rozana for confiscating eliss's phone n not returning
BUT THEN.
e other day i wanted to msg eliss
like rlly wna tlk to her
AND I CNT CONTACT HE BEC SHE DOESN'T HAVE HER PHONE
lao
it's super irritating sia
TSK.

nvm
thn recessssssss
go whr arh?
i think cafe bah
oh, no.
me and liss went to canteen
eat some sushi stuff
thn bk to class for PC

PC quite boring
it always is anw
except for the angel&mortal game:D
hahahhahaha.
hongy so sui.
LOL.
thn i was msg-ing in class
made my decision on changing cca to track
told my mom
and immediately got some rainstorm of unhappy comments
frm her
lao.
she made me damn pissed just through sms
pissed and emo
cos i srsly dnt feel like gg hm quarrel with her
and she VERY APPARENTLY dnt want me to quit
after PC went to the toilet
cried a bit
feel super sad larh
i mean they cnt even accept my decision with grace?
or at least dnt yell at me
it's not like i wna make my parents upset or anything
but i think they shld, well, respect my decision
n thn plpus they whole day bu shuang with me
it's ike gg home to a foreign place that's just NAMED home but doesn't FEEL home
:(((((((((((((((((((((((
fgt abt it larh
i think i'm better alr
thx hongy, liss n stella
but sometimes i feel like killing myself bec of tat kind of stuff
like the whole world is unhappy with me:((
tat's why i like staying in sch until damn late i guess
my friends make me feel btr.

anw
aft tat LA.
went back class late tan not happy, i guess
thn after tat in class the whole class keepp
playing with the plow word.
one say it's (plo)
the other person say it's (p-lao)
thn others say it's (pu-lau)
until ms tan damn confused lol
ownnnnneeeddddd

thn chi
didn't pay attention
most of the part
o.o
thn lesson over lo.

thn well stay bk till 6.45
organising some stuff from 2 plus to 5.35
o.o
hahaha
anw, tmr gna be sucky
like my erhu cher is DEFINITELY gna b unhappy w me
bec i didn't parc much
wanted to prac like evryday
thn my mom kept saying stuff tat piss me off
it's either i go yell back or keep my mouth shut
so i choose to ren inside me
and keep my mouth shut
but if i bu shuang
play instrument horh
i can just make ur ear pain playing the piano
n playing erhu arh?
i think i will just get damn frustrated
thn pull until the strings break i not surprised.
lollll.
now doing last min aural
:((((((((((((((((
shall try to finish o.o

2010-01-18T06:15:00.000-08:00

hihihihi:) everyone:D
i think i said the nxt time i would blog was whn i was happy again?
HAHA oddly, i am now
got stuff sorted outttt in my head at least.
LOLLLL.
main reason why i'm happy cos i actl managed to be MORE PRODUCTIVE THAN NORM
omg.
that's like amazing
and i actl practice piano AND erhu
pity though
bit my fingernails AGAIN
now play instruments very painful
so cnt play very well:((((

hahahahaha
i just made up my mind
i'm gna go back to being happy-go-lucky again
at least i wnt grow all cold
when i'm happy i'm WARM:D
lol.
if anything gets me pissed i'll just let it go and forget abt it
which is quite easy for me
since i rlly cnt hate ppl for 1 whole yr or smth
tsk
wdv.
mayb i'll spout all my anger out like once in a few mths
but nvm
i'll do wat i always did in yr 1
play bball or smth
to make me happy
whn i'm doiong smth that makes me happy
i just push everything else away and simply BE.
lol
cheim stuff
even i dnt understand
but it's just wat i feel:D

and if i'm not happy
i shall cure my unhappiness with 10 episodes of PoT:))))
and fuji is still the shuai-est k
and akaya the SUCKIEST
bleh u hongy. haha.
kirihana's hairstyle is so ugly lorhhhh
u the most no taste the hmph!!!
hahaha yeah seee???
i'm happpppyyy

ohohoh and while studying with hongy td
i managed to find smth very impt
my focus zone
so now i can study btr
no thx to hongy of course:D
hahahaha
wdv
tmr is gna b boring though o.o
acc sia. first period somemore
ruins the day like RLLY.

and those chi-na ppl come horh
make us miss our pe
tsk.
o.o suddenly this yr mr wong like like our class a lot leh
i wonder why sia
i thought we were all behaving normal
like last yr o.o
weird
nvm. nobody nag happy liao
LOL.
ok i feel bad for saying tat
naggings not exactly bad but oh well.

o.o and hongy and i were discussing some iof our tchr's we got
they're all like super young hahaha
tat's wat hong said and i was like
"i tot young btr?!"
LOLLL. srsly btr larh.
but we got quite a lot of young tchr's o.o

and and and lets see
omg
headache like the whole day sia
thn at first got btr alr
thn after mr teo talk finish in assembly
my whole head started pounding again
feel like wna explode sia
thank goodness fore suli's panadol:D
but i dnt think it helped much though
i think the coffee i drank after sch helped more
though i noe it's bad to b drinking so much caffine at such a young age
wdv.

hahahaha
td was gg to class will liss aft recess
thn wanted to go toilet
so we decided to stop at 3rd floor favourite toilet
eliss went to body slam the door thinking it was open
and thn she found it was lock she was practically sliding to the floor with the
"huhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!"
lollllll. epic
lucky 1A not in classs
ltr they think their snr's crazy one lol.

o.o
suddenly thought of this
the CO vs TRACK matter.
3 options:
1. let co and track settle themselves
2. let time settle the whole issue
3. i choose one

3 obviously is the hardest choice
but idk
someone give me advice puh-leaseeeee.
but quite bias
cos mostly trackers read my blog
no co ppl as far as i noe....
except perhapes shin yi
but i think everyone long abandon my blog le
THAnK YOU ELISS FOR COMING TO MY BLOG:D
cos she's the oni one who tagged o.o

hahaha tis post is like so long and so un-emotic
i can hardly believe it.
o.o
and i'm like getting bigger eyebags
and vampire eyes
my eyes becoming bloodshot
cnt slp early larh.
i can go to bed at 11.30
but i'll just lie thr still 12 before my body will let me go to slp
o.o
strange
and my apppitide got prob lorh
i sometimes survive the whole day on a few pieces of bread
and water lol.
dnt noe wat's wrong

k wdv. i shn't blog le
i'm running out of things to say
except i feel fat and out of shape alr
not coming for 1 trng
cos i was just starting to be a tiny bit more in shape?
o.o
hahaha
cnt b bothered to blog le
shall go fbfb:D

2010-01-17T06:55:00.000-08:00

ok. tis is gna b hard.
i was abt to start tis poat with a "what the fucking hell is wrong with this fucking world"
and u get the idea.
but just talked to hongy.
and i pity those ppl who have to read that if u came to my blog
so i'm not blogging that
just mayb wat i'm pissed abt
which is a hell lot of bloody stuff.
sorry. it's gna b another boring stuff
and i've nt been blogging frequently, i noe
i'll start blogging frequently whn life's back in order
like last yr whn i was a happy go lucky person

wdv larh.
long story short
my sis n bro went for piano
they didn't do some stuff
the tchr called my mom
my mom got pissed
thn ask me if i got do
thn i nvr do
thn started to scold scold scold
thn suddenly say she want to confiscate my phone
and dnnt want me to go track
and want to force me to stay in co

KNS. i was like thinking what the fuck larh!
but i ren my pi qi
in the end, here's wat i decided.
take my phone, i dnt care.
cnt contact me her prob
just set security code
she want try to crack
later PUK code, she herself get more prob.
track.
dnt wann to let me go
fine.
but i dnt go
doesn't mean i cnt stay in sch until as late as whn track finishes
or doesn't mean i cnt get the prog from whomsoever and train myself
co right?
fine, force me to stay i stay.
but if i stay against my will,
i'm NOT gna go for all the wdv fenzu and stuff
and i'm NOT gna try hard or wdv
and i'm DEFINITELY NOT gna practice.
unless i choose to stay in co out of my own free will
thn i will go for everything,
try hard for everything
and constantly practice, if i can
bec it was my decision to

i dnt take things forced upon me well
so yah.
and i wish i will fall sick tonight
thn i dnt have to go sch tmr morn
proly will be having a headache
and mentally dead by last period
which is unluckily mr wong's period
meaning i somehow need to get a lot of caffine into my system during lunch
and stay awake.
lol.

Save Now

wdv.
i shall log off
to stop ppl from nagging at me.
bye
see whoever reads this tmr.

2010-01-09T06:00:00.000-08:00

oh my goshhhhhhhh.
i'm like so dreadfully sorry loyal patrons of my blog...
which i think by nw u all go be patrons of some other person's blog
cos my blog is soooo dead
congratulations to me:D
i finally updated!!!
how pro after like 1 mth?

so. holidays over blahblahblah
boring stuff u all alr noe abt
we changed erm, chi, acc, bio, pe, and geog tchr's
O.O saw ms lee on fri after track.
she said our pe tchr's ms tan
and all the snr''s that got her say she very nice
except for deon wann to try to cheat my fiilings go say she suck!!
HMPH!!! I TELL HER FOR YOU THNN YOU NOE!!:)

fri's trng my quads pain, hamstrings aching, calves feel so lathagic
dnt feel like running the wdv wdv intervals
AND GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYERS!!!
okay lol.
i hope qian jun doesn't read tis. O.O
anw.
oreintation was ok
except x'plore made my hamstrings freaking pain
walk all the way from sch to eunos there sia

erm erm erm
dnt noe wat else to blog abt
eliss is awesome
hongy is awesome
stella is awesome
esther is awesome
and all the trackers are awesome too:)
and and and
i'm filling so stressed
and i think i shld quit co.
and be cca-less
one less thing to worry abt
and and and i dnt feel like blogging anymore
cos i feel like looking at syuusuke's handsome face:D
and i'm filling very tired
but i cnt slp
insomanic or smth

and i'm so sorry that this first post in idk how many weeks is so boring
rlly rrly sorry
but now i'm thinking srsly hard whether or not to quit co
and i need help and advice
and i feel very dead
and i dnt noe wat to talk about
cos life gets rlly boring and tiring after awhile
sheesh.
i cnt let my post end like this
so flat. k wait. i make myself a bit more enthu abt this first

wait..
wait..
wait..
wait..

OKAY!!
HII PPL!!!
i so long nvr blog
you all got miss me or not:)
I noe u did right!!!
cos i'm just so awesome:D
okay wdv. nth else to say
wait for my nxt post
if it ever comes

2009-12-01T06:39:00.000-08:00

wow. I didn't expect myself to be blogging
guess I'm trying to get out of the lazy-to-blog habit O.O
PRINCE OF TENNIS argh.
stuck at episode 92 blehs.
i'm being so guai at home i think i'm gna die
I think by the time I get back to sch,
my seech is gna be improved by a lot
like no vulgarities? O.O

FUJI SYUSUKE!!!!!!! :)

his photo as promised.
and he looks so shuai!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3
anw, short post
I got grounded at hm
no com no phone no gg out
for a week-.-
been guai until finally cn come online
haiz

to sum up the holidays.
lazing away
doing hse work
and everytime i ATTEMPT the math
i end up nt doing it at all
perfect attempt
and merchant of venice sucks like crazy
20 page intro like -.-
plus some dno how many hundreds of pages on the play itself
shakesphere shldn't have been borned in the first place

nnnnn... why I got grounded
jazzie, I rlly wasn't lying whn I told u i got grounded and it was bec i didn't do anything
bec that's the exact reason
I didn't do anything that's why i was grounded
and wat was i supposed to do?
hse work
taking care of my baby brother
practicing erhu n piano

speaking of erhu
I screwed kaoji like crazy.
bet I oni get a pass lorh
and the teacher grade until so strict
TSK.
wdv larh.
shall not waste my time blogging le
gg to watch syusuke play:D
and ryoma:D
I'll try to blog soon
O.O and planning to go out wif stella, hong and liss sometime soon

p.s. I just realised it's december alr. :O CHRISTMAS!!!

p.p.s. karmy's blog post sometime in oct was so true.
this yr's psle highest aggregate? 290 much higher thn our yr

2009-11-19T03:02:00.000-08:00

awwww... I'm soooo dreadfully sorry my dear blog readers
I haven't posted for like... hmm... let's seeeee
2 mths minus a few days O.O
sorry sorryyyyy
thx loads those who kept my tagboard gg:D

TSK. I'm rlly gna find a new blogskin whn I've got time
too lazy to create one meself
and I yue kan zhe ge blogskin yue bu shuang
it's tooooo... black?
nah... but tt's my fav colour so it cnt be it hmm...
dnt noe larh!!
whn I figure it out thn I'll tell u:D

anw, I super hate these holidays
like rlllyyyyyyyyyyyyy
cnt use the computer for like EONS
sneak using it nw actl.
supposed to b doin some kind of reflection of huibao
tsk. wonder who suggested it
I'm actl kinda stuck...
unless I start writing nonsense
hiaz

so, me still stuck at hm
without the com
and my PRINCE OF TENNIS!!!!!
it hasn't progressssseeddddddd
I WANT TO SEE THE KANTOU REGIONALSSS!!!
argh.
I'm rlly gna start using the com whn everyone's aslp
if I cnt get to watch it soon
and hm sucks rlly
and I cnt go out or my mom will b like WHY ARE U ALWAYS NOT AT HM?
wth. nt like I'm noticed at hm or anywhere near important in the hse
...mayb only important to be a second maid

seems like ppl think I like taking care of my bro
very 'fun' sure I believe
been rotting my days at hm
lying on my bed
listening to music
playing handphone games (cnt believe I'm doing it)
reading boring books
and I ttly dnt feel like reading merchant of venice
kan ye bu shuang le hai yao du!!!
I soooooo look forward to track lorh

at least I'm out of the hse
and somewhere else
having fun.... at least track's more fun then... rotting at hm???
okay wdv.
leave my bad thoughts to meself

track td was ok
except my endurance rlly rlly suckedddd
cnt even go through w intervals!!
argh. super out of shape
mayb nw I regret nt gg for some self-trang w esther
whn we breaked for eoy's
no point crying over spilt milk anw
so just forget it:D

nvm. I shall attempt to do some trng during block wk o.o
zomggggggg
whn sch starts, I'm so gna avoid sijie
ewwwwww lady, u're GROSS
she was busy trying to pull kimberly's bra-strap
and trying to touch sharon's boobs like O.M.G
and I though flipping skirts was bad
SIJIE U CUM NEAR ME N I'M GNA FIND PPL TO FLIP UR SKIRT!!!!
there's sure to be a lottt of ppl who'll help
hello??!!! she practically had flipped the skirts of everyone she noes!!

k fineeeeee. let's seeeeeee
hmmm wat else is there to blog about?
oh yah
last friday I got stuck in sch w elissssss
after co thn I went to eat and go bookshop 2 buy some of my sch bks
thn it started rainnnninggggggg
met her in the canteen and we waited the rain out tgt
didn't want out instruments to get wet
and we were thinking of gg out sometime in the hols...
if I cn gt out at allllll

mayb they cn cum my hse someday
my sis's having her friends over aso :o
O.O coach conducted e idk-watcha-call-it test to see wat we specialise in
apparently I'm in mid-d :O
kewl!! and it's much harder than being a sprinter in some ways
i rlly rlly nd a full lot of endurance

CONGRATS TO FANGHUA, JINGYI, JAYNE AND KAIMIN!!!

our new track captain (fanghua), vice-cap (jingyi), mid-d cap (jayne) and sport's leader (kaimin)

heheeeee...
td we were discussing our 2010 teacher's over lunch
apparently, sijie, jiaxin and i came to the conclusion tt
ms ng is one of the nicest teachers ever n we're glad we're gna hav her for geog next yr
i think.... based on rumours
and jiaxin said tt mr wong is taking 2A, 2D and 2I next yr again for maths
he said at fls or smth O.O
wellllll... dnt rlly noe the other maths teachers except ms poh
cos she invilgilated us for eoy
so yeaaaaaa... mr wong's ok:D
just hope my maths improves

ms heng says she's not taking yr 2's for bio nxt yr
I'm ttly amused and kinda glad?
cos 2A will hav a fun start of the term like tis
like I'm wondering who's the teacher tt'll hav to teacher our class
and wat kind of ques the guys (esp jiarong) are gna ask
and if the teacher is strict, I'm gna hav a nice time
seeing jiarong shut his mouth for once:D:D
soooooo looking forward to tt!!!!

and thn again perhapes not so good bec...
oops! *clamps hand over mouth*
better not say anything about teachers
dno who's reading my blog
though I srsly doubt anyone would bother to link my new blogspot (tis one)
or even type it in except some of my friends
cos it's a srsly longgggg blogspot name
AND I'm gna change it sometime soon whn I've got time anw
so yeaaaa

i cnt believe u're actl reading tis.
i'll most proly have said 'tldr' n ask u to sum it up for me

ANYWAY... that stupid maths homework is killing me
cnt even bare to LOOK at it
dnt noe where some random person in the hse threw it anyway
printed it out ytd
thn td GONE!!! like the wind
TSK.
now I gotta waste precious ink printing again
haiz
so UN-worth it

super! idk wat to blog about alr
proly only more dark thoughts of mine
haiz
only one interestin thing happened in the hols
I had tis rlly weird and random dream
and tt was the last thing tt I had on my mind
but it kinda kewl in a way I supposed

oh yea I forgot
class chalet
stupid nia!!!!
my father was checking his new plan or smth and decided 2 check mine also
ON THAT DAY
and bec I was using my mom's E51
I've been using the net
thn in the end M1 charge me 300+ dollars 4 bill
after tt thn my dad telll me it's cos
he nvr disable my GPRS thn the phone cnt tell btw wifi and gprs
so end up charging gprs
wts
bill so high my mom bu shuang dnt wna let me go for chalet

thn man man wait it out until she in better mood thn ask
in the endddd talkkk long longgggg
thn finally let me go
ended up gg to the wrong costa sands chalet
daddy drop me de!!
so walk through the park to get to the other one
quite a lot of ppl in our class came, surprisingly
considering how 'bonded' out class is
most proly it's all thx to micl and bobby who made it possible
ms tan, mr wong n ms heng also came
mr teo reservice tt's why nvr come

ppl in the room watching 'christmas minors'
the rest nt doing anything
didn't feel like watching so went to sit around the table w
some of the other ppl and the 'chers
ms tan went soon after I came
then the rest of us dai dai sit there
talk talk about wat arh?
cnt even rmb

wanted to play card games with poker cards
but nobody bring
so in the end play tis 7-up game tt ms heng suggested
and it's a mathematical game
haizzz... bio teacher or math teacher???
i dnt suppose it matters anw

we played thn play sian le
thn play the 'ti-ti-ti-ti-pew!' game
played at cny tis yr with my cousins also o.o
thn play play play half way got water bomb smash at our feet
thn suddenly bombarded with attacks
so went as far away as poss
thn got someone go throw at hongy
ahe dumb dumb stand down there try to catch
in the end
the whole thing burst over her her whole body wet
SMART!
late she one week flu and fever haizzzz

thn after tt wet went into the chalet to eat and dai around
thn went to officially play water bomb
no hiding and taking us by surprise
hehe
thn jus before we start ms heng and mr wong left
thn they started anyhow throwing
so we find no fun
the 6 of us (junjie, chunsan, tobias, eliss, rachel n me)
went to play at a nearby grasspatch
thn play until got no more
go back they still anyhow throwing
thn smartass jiarong
went to make one water bomb with hot water
he say it's quite warm like wth

so I got bored and thn tell him srsly dnt throw it
thn went into the room
and started snacking away
thn they play play play short while later all come in
very subdued
cos neighbour complain
they splash water all along the corridor
floor until damn wet
they wna call security guard cum chase us out
"ms heng is damn HENG arh"
as quoted from Jessica

cos if nt the teachers will be super X.X
IF they were still there
thankfully they gone liao lorh
if not idk wat happen
cos we still young
at least cn use our youth to get off tis kind of thing
bt thn if they there they will get into a hell lot more trouble
in the end some of thm went around apologising to the neighbours

thn got tis old woman
SUPER bipolar
dnt noe wat's wif her
she was the one tt cum to our room say we very noisy and wet and wat larh
thn later we go apologise to her she was like
"okok.. nw u children sch holiday isit?"
thn we were like yahhhh
she say wat?
"enjoy ur holiday and have fun."
and SMILE at us somemore
WTH. wat's wif her
one moment complain
the other moment tell us to enjoy ourselves

and and and the room she stay in horh
she's like the oni old woman there
the rest were topless young guys
thn we went there to apologise
the moment see the topless guys
immediately go ask tobias and jerrold to go instead
but still hear wat she said and we were all like wth

after tt went into the room
some ppl bathe, some nvr bathe
then watch "the strangers"
horror movie larh
watch watch thn later go eat dinner at mac
pause the show cos chuny was hyperventilating
so went to pause for dinner
after dinner go bk in go n watch again
and then the movie is super draggy
very lame and not scary at all
only the last part
thn dnt noe why horh
i go hm slp tt time
keep dreaming about the movie until I keep waking up like 10 times at night
wth
and thn watching tt time I nt scared

TSK. kannasai larh
overall quite successful larh our class party
dnt noe wat to blog alr larh!!!
got so many things
say one by one also very ma fan

the other super funny thing was the other day after track
was playing bball w esther, jiayi, kimberly, fanghua, kaimin, melvin, clarence n deon
eh wait... eh I nt sure lehhh aiya.. smth along tis line of ppl larh
sharon didn't wna play so she jus sit outside... and laugh like crazy
LOL!
the game superrr superrr funny

ultimate funniest bball game ever to happen
kaimin keep telling everyong on his team
"dnt worry dnt worry with me on ur team horh, we comfirm we wann."
LOL! more like the oppo larh
thn fanghua super cute
he was trying to catch the ball tt was on the floor bouncing very low
thn dnt noe wat he do the catch catch catch until the ball roll out
in btw his legsssss
LMAOOOOOOO
we were all laughing like crazy
and kimberly's very cute also with her pink CLAWSSS
and her voice!!!
she and clarence were suaning each other like crazy lorh!!!
ROFLMAO

epic funniest
thn one time after track esther n i went all the way to kfc
just to do wat?
bring stella the chocs I brought for her LOL
AND to steal all her popcorn chicken:D
AND drink her drink lol
at least the walk there was worth it
went hm one 30 instead of 158 w the rest of the bballers
nd to rush hm later mom nag nag nag:((((((((((((
xiyu stella jasmine and shiying SUPER funny
talking about wives and husbands and mothers and fathers
in all the different languages
xiyu esp lorh!
eng to chi
chi to hokkien
hokkien to malay!!!!
LOL!!

o.o I smell nice muffins baking
gg to EAT thm rather thn blogggg
proly gna b a long time till I nxt blog so yepp!!
enjoy ur nice wait ppl

p.s. nxt post be prepared to see the great and awesome picture of FUJI SYUSUKE at the top of the post:D

2009-09-28T07:11:00.001-07:00

I feel damn prdctv td:D
finished revising for geog!!!!
no bad siaaaaa:D
zomg.______________.
O'm so gna fail digestion system larh
CHIMOLOGY blehhhhhh
who cares?
can always ask ms heng and she'll explainnnnnnnnnn

Stupid nia
went to find ms lin for siyu's audition
thn she not in staffroom
thn I go find stella they all
all alr zhao to mac.______________.
my fault larh anw

went home with Karmy and Andrea td
and we were gossiping in the bus
thn suddenly Karman was like
"shushhhhhhh. rmb wat mr wong said? better not talk so loudly in the bus later ppl hear" O.O
thn I went to look around
and we decided it was ok to talk
cos there was so few ppl on the bus
and those that were on the bus were slping

lol. anw, going to watch pot:D
bb:D
going to watch VK immediately after pot:D
and helll stella,
STOP WHACKING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

2009-09-27T02:34:00.000-07:00

thanks loaddss
-eliss
-hongy
-stella
-karmy
-mimi
-huiyii
-bob
-vanessa t
-kim
-shinyi
-ailing
(the last and the longest name in the world)
-QIN KONG YANG TEO BARRACK YOSHIMAYO ZUBAKI FOX PITT JOLIE
(dunno whether spell correct or not O.O)
and thn I cnt remember the rest of the nameeeee
smth smth erm xinyirella???
HAHA lolll. in short, xinyiiiiiiiiii
Yeahhhhhh
thx loads ppl for comforting me whn I cried after I knew my math results
trying not to give up on math
thx loads ppl
love ya loads
jyjy for eoyssss:D

haixxxxxxxxx
sick on sat
stupid larh
sinus clogged up my system:((((((((((((((((
damn unproductive ytd
was practially slping the whole day
thank goodness I was well enough to go church td
I wouldn't miss church for ANYTHING larh
love it too much
sermon was good td
the "FEAR OF REJECTION"
cooooolll

oh yahhh.
and I forgot there was communion today
and I rmbed it in the weirdest way possible
I was watching sheldon drum cos he's like very good
and I was wondering whether he drums better than my cousin
thn I noticed he looked different
and I realised he was wearing a tie
and thn I realise that he nvr wears a tie
unless there is holy communion
THEN I rmb there was holy communion
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
then I looked around
and realised that amy, vivien, chirstina were liked
dressed especially nice
and that aloysius and gabriel and etc were also wearing ties
so it was DEFINATELY comfirm got communion
lolllollolloll

anw, Is it only me or does everyone else NOT feel like studying?
haix. I got no motivation to study:(((((((
just know my eoy's is gna be soooo screwed
like the only thing I've done is
revise my geog???
tb 1A 1B and 1C
which is damn pathetic
considering how many more subs I need to study for
and my phsics and chem is so gna X.X

and a lot of ppl keep saying the whether is very hot
like my mom has been complaining about it practically the whole day
and I just asked my brother whether it was hot in the room I'm in now
and he was "yahhhhhhh"
BUT I DNT FEEL HOTTTT
I'm wearing JEANS and BLACK SHIRT
and I feel PERFECTLY NORMALLLL
._____________________________.
and no, stella, I dnt think I'm freezing up
cos I FEEL warm to myself??????
lollllllllllllllllllll

oh shit
I think I just got myself addicted to PRINCE OF TENNIS
watched the first 2 episodes ytd
and I love it like crazy
zomg.___________________.
and so near eoys also
and I'm watching a hundred over episode anime
:((((((((((((((((((((((
how bad can it get???????

I shall attempt to mug nowwwwwww
IF I CAN O.O
better shut down the com
or I'll be very very much liable to
taking a quick peek in
anijunkie
shall print some ppt for revision thn shut down com

2009-09-25T00:05:00.000-07:00

screw the blog
I really cnt stand the sight of it
but thn I got no time to change skinnnn
damnit
eoyss in 2 weeks
how much time is that to study?????
VERY VERY VERYYYYYY LITTLE

lollllllllolllllllllll
MEP test on wed was damn funny larh
went into the room
thn I open my book and sat at the piano
thn I dnt now whether start or not
so I keep staring at ms lin and ms deroos
thn finally ms lin look up
and said "go on, start whn you're ready"
I was like ORH!
so play lorh
and stupid screwed the song.___________.
but thn after that is damnit funny
I was flipping to the second song
thn suddenly ms lin said
"abigail, relax, breathe, enjoy, play."
(the tone of the voice is damn funny but unfortunately you cnt hear:D)
I was thinking like uh huh uh huh okkkkk
and thn I realise that my heart was beating damn fast larh
so who cares
played the second song
thn ms lin was like "ok thank you."
so I was walking to the door
thn ms deroos said "that was a rather lively piece"
and I was like "thank you"
thn I was about to go out of the door whn ms lin said
"abigail, did you grow taller?"
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Of all the things she could have said instead like
"abigail, you played badly" or smth related to my playing
I was like :O
thn "ermm.. yah"
thn she just nodded her head
so I went out of the room
but the height thing is damn funny larh
ironic lorh
CONCLUSION: ms lin is very very random:D

thn for yu ru right
after she finish playing
ms lin was like
"yu ru, what's wrong with you?"
and then ms deroos was like ??
"I thought she played quite well"
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

anw, I still think I screwed my pieces sia
damn a lot of slips lorh

got maths ct4 back today
zomg._____________.
I cried.
stupid maths
I hate maths officially
wlao
I study hard for it and get what?
15.5/30
what shit sia
and not like the paper very hard
DAMNIT LARH
I've made a resolution to give up on maths
from now on, I shall focuse on my other subs
math not worth my time and effort
damnit
I dnt care if I fail my maths eoys k

I shall focuse on science, geog, LA and hist
damn everything else
I'm superrrr hopeless larh
math math math math
sux sux sux sux

ZOMG
on thurs the whole day
my body was damn cold lehh
like cold cold
even whn I'm not in air con place or anything
O.O
freakily weird
I think I'm getting better now so yeahhh
sounds like I'm sick O.O

I saw this 20 buck sneaker the other day
I WAN I WAN I WAN I WANNNNNNNNNNNN
got black white and brown
and the designs are all damn nice larh
esp esp the white on
I WAN THEM ALLLLLLLLL
stupid idiot who stole my 20 bucks
I could have bought my sneakers with thm

ah blehhhhhssssss
wdv. I'm gna mug alr
ms heng gave a whole stack of ws
dno how I'm gna finish
plus mr wong's math past year paper 2007 & 2008
and mr teo's hist thingy
plus chi also
:(((((((((((((

2009-09-22T07:30:00.000-07:00

WLAOOOO!!!! frig larhh
20 bucks lehhhhhhhhhhh
WHO STEAL MY MONEYYYYY????
very nice to steal meh???
wlao go kannasai larh
stupid frigging asshole
IF YOU READ THIS AND YOU STOLE MY MONEY PLS RETURN LEHHH
I NEED TO EATTTTTTTT

only got 2 possible reasons for my money's disappearence
-it fell out whn I top up ezlink card at aljunied
(which is quite impossible bec I'll know if my money flies out)
-someone stole it whn I left it on my table
(from recess until computing so got plenty of oppotunity)
WLAO please lehhh
whoever steal return to meeeeeee
I'm already broke like crazy
oui! CHEN XIN YONG ZHONGGGG
returnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

got like a hell lot of richer ppl around why must steal from meeeeeee?
stupid asshole larh u go eat shit

nvm. I shall not ruin my post with this.
oh yah, ELISS IS THE ULTIMATE!!!!!!
omg. she says that the ultimate time waster website shld be
YouFaceMsn
lolllollollollolllollolloooooooooooooooooooooooool
rofllllllllllllllll
ULTI nia
and on the dot create:D awesome eliss!! you rule!!!
sounds like smth out of the comic book
when the hero tells the villian
You Face Spiderman!!!!
or smth like that
omg sounds DAMNNNN cool

I'm really really starting to sound like stella omg
stella!! you're INFLUENCEING me...
even stella says I sound like her lolllllllll?
not all the time but sometimes maybe?
anw, stayed bk with stella to study for math
asshole larh you
study for maths until end up reading blood promise
thn in the end I study on my own
thn stop studying maths and do science
and I didn't know how to do like 3/5 of the paper
W.T.H
I HATE CHEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
chem sucks:((((((((((((((((((((((((

damnit nia.
td practice piano
cnt play my piece properly whn I played perfectly fine ytd
wlaoooo
what crap is this sia???
plus tmr test liaoooooooo
how how how how howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww????
anw, I'm going bk to clanning again
I kinda miss it if you really think about it
anw, I want eoy's to be finished faster
even though I know I'll fail it
cos cos cos
thn can go shopping with stella, eliss, and hongy
and play tennissss, bballll, nball, vballll!!!!
haix, anw, shall go mug for maths
and wish me good luck for my mep prac tmr
I just hope my longg longggg practices will help me

2009-09-21T05:37:00.001-07:00

muggingggg for geog:D
at last man
finally got SOME kind of motivation
lunch at downtown td with family
and there was an adidas sale at outside fairprice omg!!!!
it's freaking nice plus cheap larh
and my mom just walked right past it
even whn I told her
wlao
I wannnnna buy!!!
WHY CANNOTTTTTT:((((((((((((((

nvm, after eoy's I shall go shopping with eliss, hong, stelly
thn I shall BUYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
oh yah
that damn eoy's is a mood spoiler
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((
wdv
I'm so glad I got my hillsong united songs at lasttttt
and I chaged my fav christian song again:D
EVERYDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
omg love that song:DDDDDD

sry larh
I'm a weird person
cos I like all other songs other than christian ones
but thn I cant seem to find a favourite
at first it was "anastasia-at the beginning"
thn I got sick of it
thn it became "insomnia"
thn I got bored of it
thn it became "sha shou"
thn I lost interest
and now I dnt have a fav lolllllllllllll????

wdv. I shall attempt to study foe maths tmr
and I hate that stupid graphic organiser for hist
10/10 lehhhhhhhhhhhhh
it's like so.............?
and my chineseeeeeeeee
I think I'm gna failit
so many stuff from term one haven't hand in
and now my study table is like filled with books everywhere
and pens all over the place
no wonder I keep losing my pensss and erasers
SOMEHOWWW
and mom is nagging at me to tidy
like howwwwwwwwwwww?????

scanning com for virus nowwwwwww
17 so far O.O
do I really not take care of the com so much?
fgt dnt care
scan scan scan
I go mug mug mug:D

2009-09-20T02:12:00.000-07:00

well, mayb not continue from my last post
rather new post.___________.
no idea what to blog about
Church today was FANTASTIC like really really FANTASTIC
and idk why O.O
just loved it today
I love it every week just today was more awesome?
lollllllllllll

...............*silence*
..................*silence*
I. WANNNNNNNN. MY. SNEAKERRSSSSS.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
...................
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

I WAN I WAN I WAN I WAN
BUYBUYBUYBUYBUYBUYBUYBUYBUY
and I'm sounding like a spoilt kid omg

and I'm sick of my blogggggggggggg
my blogskin
and my blogname
BLEHSSSS.
I shall go create a whole new one
this time I wna find a blogspot that starts with TTTTTTT:D

wdv. I shall go and mug now.

2009-09-18T02:09:00.000-07:00

at school lib now....
stupid nia
I td no time eat lunch and my stomach is hungryyyyyyyy
:((((((((((((
shit crap and I forgot what I wanted to blog about
just realised that I haven't blogged for a long time
cos I was too lazy toooo

oh yeahhhh
netball interclass we're vs-ing 1K and 1J
whoa!!! The other grp is like superrrr competitive
1L 1E and 1I lehhhhhh
dnt stress kk jun:D
love ya lots:D

track photo taking was great td:D
and history ytd was ultraaaaaa boring like shit
ms heng larhhhhhh
pengsehhhhh us
dnt wannnn come school
got to listen about civilisation crap for 1 1/2 hr!!!!

oh shit gtg

2009-09-14T07:12:00.000-07:00

and I still cnt believe I really tied my hair to sch td=.=
reasons I did:
-I told yj if she tied her hair thn I'll tie
(how I noe her shorttttt hair grow until so fast=.=)
-it's very hot.____.
-eliss, hongy, karmy and michelle ask me to tie
wdv larh
anw the bballers and co ppl all see me tie b4 liao
cos I tied during hols:D

O.O I still cnt forget church last sun
and shit
I wanted to post a song
but I forgot the title.________.
wdv
sermon was damn good larh
it was about looking forward to eternity instead of just this life we're living
really meaningful

Cos a lot of us onl plan what we will do like in this life
PhD larh blah blah blah
but thn how about after we die?
how will we spend eternity?
and and andddd we shld also spend our time alive wisely
cos what we do now, will be how we spend eternity
God is the king of kings yeah?
so whn we are in eternity, we'll be like the kings or queens or smth
thn what we do on earth will be reflected there
like how high the status
the place we stay and so on

something the preacher said realy freaked me out.
she said that before we go to heaven, we got to account to God
EVERY SINGLE THOUGHT OR WORD WE SAID
if you say the eff word, account for it
if u use God's name in vain, account for it
and I was like
uh-oh I srsly dnt know how many eff's I've thought of
yeahhhhh
but the main idea is to live this life well
to prepare for what is to come for ETERNITY

and I shld really start getting closer to God
I feel I'm not that close to him
quiet time quiet time
do moreeeeeeee
anw, that was sermon
srsly and very meaingful

anw, stayed back with Stella and yj td
thn went hm with Jasmine and yj
productive td I guess
at least I may FINALLY start studying
I dnt think that reward motivation works for me anymore
even if I could get my own b=mac book if I do well,
I dnt think I'll really study hard and put my effort to it
now, I'm only studying for myself
and I want my motivation for studying to come ONLY FROM MYSELF
and I think it's coming at last
tht's good:D

but thn
eoy's is in 5 weeks time.____.
I'm scared:(((((((((((((((((((
I really wnt to do welll
anw, shall go do some stuff on the net
thn slp early:D

2009-09-10T07:26:00.000-07:00

and I just realised that my post always ends with
"abigail chia let the night fall at 10.30pm"
I was thinking of changing it to mayb, erm,
"abigail chia let the stars fall at blah blah blah" or
"abigail chia killed the cows at blah blah blah" ot
"abigail chia let the pigs fly at blah blah blah"
sounds so much better... in the retarded sense
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL OROROROR
"abigail chia let the dogs die at blah blah"
heyyyy NICE:D
but it's sooooooo sadistic

I bet jingy would love it though:D
nah.
this one's not bad
"abigail chia failed her exams at blah blah blah"
it's kinda more true also
and speaking of exams
I feeeeeeelll so UNACCOMPLISHED today

my "GREAT" study plan actually went like
-wake up a bit earlier
-revise all subs
-finish all hw
which only turned out to become
-study in the afernoon instead of morning
-study phsics and chem only
-dnt do the hw
.______________.
helllllll.
FAILLLLLLLLLL

damnit larh bio.
I still dnt get ANYTHING about RNA wdv wdv
and LOOKING at chi makes me sick
stupid.
I better mug like shit tmrrrr
lucky dnt hav RNA for bio test -which is over-
if not I'm gna fail like crap
and I hope there's no more bio prac
and my phsics and chem concepts are totally screwedddd
and I didn't check my dhs mail
so I only just found out about that maths revision paper.______.

how bad can this gettttt????
I just know that I'm gna screw my eoy's
hopefully not
study abbyyyyyy
move your fat and lazy butt and fats to the table and studyyyy
ya noe they say
"the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak"
so true larh
gotta complete EVERYTHING tmr
not like I cnt
but UNDERSTANDING is different

wdv.
I've been gorging myself O.O
hello??
like fried you tiao
and I ate KFC with xinyi michelle and Vanessa T. on tues again
oh yaaaaaaaa
the cheese cake finished real fast
and I just ate a whole packet of sweets
5 min after I opened it
but who caresssss.
I dnt THINK I'm getting fat
at least I hope not
EOYYYYYYSSSSSSSSSSSSS
they're ruining my mood

.____________________________.
I need ppl to study with me to MOTIVATE meeeee
and anw, at least I did study
SOMEEEEEEE
willl force myself to study tmrrrr
DAMNIT LARHHH
printer is spoilt like shit
I cnt print the maths common test paper
kannasai

ah NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
and I'm NOTTTTT tying my hair to school after the hols
though it IS kinda easier to study and more convinient to play netball with
O.O
wenning just signed into msn
and her dm is
"WENNING does not feel motivated AT ALL-.- screw chinese"
So true!!!!!!!!
hah
anw, wdv
shall go and enjoy meself now:D

2009-09-06T06:56:00.000-07:00

fri was funnnnnnn
we wanted to do a bit of "self trng"
which ended up like all the other self trngssss
= play and dnt train:D
LOLLLLLL
did some jogging, push-ups, crunches and lunges
and ms lee came along....

and so we ended up playing netball O.O
and played until 6 plus
thn went home
kinda sad I didn't go for unite
parents CAN be so protective
with a lot of crap like blah blah safety blah

bleh. anw. sat was the worst day in the worlddddd
=.==.==.==.==.==.==.==.==.==.==.==.==.=
still cnt forget it
as in co was ok. in fact, better thn usual.
It was piano ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
damn damn damn damn
I TOTALLY forgot how to play my last exam piece
cos I was too lazy to play it like 2 mths!!!!
like W.T.H

plus I was going to play it for the MEP test
which is like 2 week starting school
damnittttttt
I'm so totally screwed
gna practice like shit tis week
and cross my fingers and hope for the best
:((((((((((((((((((((

wdvvvvvvv. forget itttttt
church td was okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
dnt understand what pastor aaron was talking about
smth on the 7 aspects of worship
which is also = to decipleship
blah blah
didn't understand
listened to 3/4 of it thn zoneddd out
too chim le

SG was dry. cos nothing to talk about
and there was only six of usss!!!!
joanna- sick
jazlyn- ymlc
celestia- proly slping or too lazy to move her ass OR eating mac lmao
rachel + nat- dnt feel like coming or gg out tgt

haix. AND i've got to cut down on my slping time tonight._.
co tmr from 9-1. like w.t.h???
it's 4 hr's of fenzu lehhhhsss
my arm is gna dieeeeeeeeee
thn going to hongy's hse to make the rain gauge
at about 2? O.O
omg omg omg
I cnt wait to see snowy again
he's soooo cuteeeeee

wellll wdv. ARGHHHH
I just can feel myself getting fatter this hols
+ no trng = extremely fat :(((((((
my maid's soooo tempting lollllll
come on larh pls
from double creamed ice-cream
to bread pudding
to buying KFC
to mango pudding
to campbell soup
to fried fishhhhhhhhh
and coming soon is cheese cake:D
ANDDDD her cooking rawks like idk wat
._____________________.
she made everything except the KFC

lmaooooooo. ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
not to mention but there's STILLLL somemore cookies in my hse
and ferraro roche - however THAT is spelt?
and I just rmb.________________.
the durian puffffffffssss
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
how fat am I gna get?

anybody hungry??
cn drop by my place:D
plentyyyyyyyyy
I BETTTTT my asss that eliss wants to raid my hse now
cos of the cookies:D:D:D:D

ohhhhh. mom's very very happy now:D
she finally got that sewing machine that she wanted O.O
and I'm superrrrrr jealous of my sis
cos she has a one week netball camp???
life is SOOOOOOO unfairrrrrr
ANDDDDD cos of co and proj
I cnt go to my friend's sister's bday party
not that I exactly want to go
to come younger kid's party
but my friend's sister and my sister are friends
AND my friend ask her sis to invite me
so we could hang out

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
at least I got to see joanne and audrey
whn I went bk to shps the other day
didn't realise how much I misssed thm
hiaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
anw, mugging in processss
after this weekend
:((((((((((((((((((
jyjy everyone for eoy'ssss

P.S. i hope I didn't fail my bio on fri, shit

unaccomplished.________.

2009-09-02T09:26:00.000-07:00

I feel unaccomplished:(((((((
I didn't do anything at all
save for printing ppt slides
shit
tmr maths pop quiz = die
fir sci test = laid in my grave
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((

and I decided not to link the year threes
class blogs. my that column becoming too cramp le
anw, gna slp nw
wish me luck:D

crappos at midnight?

2009-09-02T06:33:00.000-07:00

looooooollll
and I totally dnt get wat the title is about
some random phrase that popped into my mind
proly smth stella said b4?
sounds familar O.O
and thn I realise tt u ppl cnt see it
cos of my html formatting-.-

MEP td and guess wat?
I rawkkkkkk!!!!!
my POWER of PERSUASION
and I went for science sup instead of mep
for a while at least
nah, just kidding
that sup really did me good
i didn't stuff i didn't noe?

lollllllllll.
and stella was extra extra hyper
with estella around

"wah stella, you td very smart leh"
quoted from ms heng
apprently stella's hy-ness caused her to ans all the ques?
and correctly too, unfortunately-.-

one example of stela's overly-hypernesssssss
ms heng did some pointing gesture
and she found it funny? cute?
so she did it over and over again
until ms heng gave her that "diaooo" look

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
hilarious!!!! ulti larh you stella
ate with chen after mep
thn went lib with yj, chen, xin, steph & belle

I was busy trying to link everyone to my blog lolllll
I think I'm gna b the only person who links all the 3 levels to me blog?
haven't do yr 2-3 yet
cos of some idiot jiarong larh
assholeeeeeeeeeee

ppl doing half-way thn go shut down the com
and I DIDN'T EVEN SAVE YETT!!!!
wth. feel like smacking him
i was alr halfway through the yr3's and
finish the yr2's alr lorh
suckerrrrr:(((((((((

class td was boring APN
mr wong's lesson first
and I was yawning through it
not bec he was boring or anything
he was teaching NORMALLY
just that I was so freaking tired

two hr's chi td.
wondered how I survived O.O
poetry recital
and it sucked
I was soooo mono -------

and thn whn i came hm
i read another bk i borrowed from the lib
and it turned out to be a waste of my time....
again.______________.
lucky i only flipped through

going to hongy's hse on fri....
wait. I tot hongy got trng???
and I thought eliss got band???
or are we gg to her hse tmr?
shit.
nvm. I'll go find out
if nt gg tmr thn I shall stay bk:D
and ATTEMPT to study-.-

got a hell lot of things to do td

things to do:
-study bio (test on fri)
-study maths(pop quiz tmr:((( )
-do math assignment
-do bio relfection
-file geog file
-study geog

i. srsly. need. to. study.
i CANNOT AFFORD to fail again
i DONT WANT to fail again
i WILL NOT fail again
.__________________.
I'm sure my eoy is alr screwed
but at least I'll try to make the effort

I'm offf fb-ing and clanning nw.
mayb after eoy's thn continue
n I'm listening to christian songs now
and I think I just got my new fav song
it changes every week-.-

list of christian favourite songs:
-when the music fades
-from the inside out
-you hold me now
-came to the rescue
-who am i
-mighty to save
-tell the world
-take it all

got others
but I forgot.__________.

lol. anw, study nw.
one more thing to add.

to vsjc, karmy, rachie, jingy, stelly, hongy, eliss:
chill and relax.

blehhss, time wasted

2009-09-01T01:02:00.001-07:00

crappppppppp!!!!!!!!
I just finish reading a book
and it sucked
makes no sense at all at alll

stupid book
waste my time.__________.
and blogger sucks like shit
takes forever just to get one post up
but I cnt find any other blog host that I like
sucks:((((((((((

haix. just gotta stand blogger
but thn I'll most proly get fed up one day and change
O.O
no diffff

no more trng till end of eoys
and my ass is feeling fat
too lazy to train shit
ahhh wdv

went back to primary school after sch ytd
took pics with snr's and jnr's
thn played half court with
meri jenna vanessa yj rachie isabel
faith and meli disappeared to somewhere else lol

then went to see teachers
thn went to that bubbletea shop near prime
O.O
nice milk tea there
and I didn't even noe that shop exsisted
TSK

lol. anw.
walked yj and isabel back to tropica
then me and rachie took bus to interchange
wanted to go tm
but then decided to go to whitesands

haix. stupid school uniform
cnt take neoprints:((((((((
thn we went lib
find boookkkkksss
au pairs, gossip girl etc
and tt reminds me of that bk I wasted time onnnn:(
stupid bk
it's not au pairs or gossip girl
not worth mentioning the title

oh yah
decided to un-private my new blog
O.O
until I feel like privating it again

doing hist correction now
smart teachers
common test give corrections
and gotta file that stupid maths file
which is overdued
and do bio
damnit
I hav no clue, NO CLUE how to do
and ct is this fri
shit damn

made up my mind to mug like shit td
after the essay
and the hw
nah
hw can choing tmr

haix. mep tmrrr
and I'm so thrillllleddddd.....
NOTTTTTTTTTTTTT

CO photo taking after that
but I dnt think I'm gg
cos it's 3.45
and mep ends at 3.45
and MOST OF THE TIME
it ends late:D

wdv.I just realised that time is not my friend
eoy's is sooo soon
and mep test is in 2 weeks time
shit damn
better go and practice my piano more
and my erhu
haix

SHIIIIT.
I forgot
still got to memorise cheng yu
.______________.

and why dnt I just
STOP THINKING/WHISHING/SIGHING AND DO ITTTTT!!!
great idea.

Welcome aliens wide and far

2009-08-31T08:22:00.000-07:00

created my new blog:D
new blogskin
new blogspot
I'm srsly considering changing to some other journal
blogspot is screwed:((((((((((((

anw, enjoy:D
I'll blog again sometime soon
still debating on my blog url
but enjoy still thn:D
got lots to blog
esp td, yeahh:D

(EDIT)

you're here:D
and I've decided on my blogspot:D
enjoyyyyyyy